hmmm i cant seem to access facebook n hotmail... hmmm
anyway..
received the date for my violin exam le..
26 march.. 9.15am
so early!!!
plus i just realised that i will be having my BT1 that week..
eww.. test+violin exam... faint!
hmmm n guess what.. i was late for sch on mon.. lol -.-
2nd time in my JC life..
first was last yr during promos.. lol
but they nv booked anyone that period..
n i was booked this time round.. lol..
but nvm la.. no detention can le.. =D
that mon was horrible..
i was not only late, i even forgot to bring my wallet.
plus i wore wrong shoes as i forgot abt pe lesson.. thus ended up havin huge blisters(got home n realised it burst liao! lol.)
was nv late before when i was studying in zhss.. hmmm..
sians la.. i seems to have nv ending work to do.. lol
when i cleared something, another stuff will come chasing after me..
worse still, i haven even cleared that something.. lol
so yup stockpiling...
haiz.. nvm
BRENDA, SMILE! =D
lol.. reminds me of what i wrote in my CE book..
what resilience means to me..
i wrote..
不倒翁 then i drew the thing movin left n right..
n not like an egg.. then i drew humpty dumpty (is that how u spell? lol)
sitting on the wall.. then opps.. he fell n ... crack.. i drew a half-boiled egg.. lol
hmm ok.. the journey after CNY is going to be even tougher...
凯蓉，加油！
my prayer for this new year:
1）家和万事新
2）自己，家人，朋友门都天天开心，快乐，身心/身体健康！
3）考到好成绩！！！
4）没烦恼
5）足够的睡眠时间 lol
凯蓉， 加油，加油，加油！
School is starting in 3 days time!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my father just bought me a new laptop =D
but i am still using the old one.. 不舍得用. lol
haha ok
going back to ttsh tmr for medical appointment..
dont have to take X-ray anymore! =D
probably just to let the doctor review and access my recovery process?
lol
but i going to ask the doctor to check my back too!
it is seriously hurting.. lol
the pain has been there since the beginning of this year?
but it stopped around may... n it came back recently... argh!
really feel like i am ageing! lollx!
i also tried to go for the 推拿？ the chinese tcm...
but the pain is still there...
the person told me that i sit down too frequently le! lollx...
i wanted to give her a -.-" ...
she also told to sleep more.. lol..
the minimum duration should be 10 hours..
as usual.. i was like -.-" "WHAT 10 HOURS!"
hmm but seriously.. i dont mind sleeping for 10 hours! (only if time permits! haha)
oh btw..
went back for my occupational therapy last wed.
good progress! lollx
could lift up my arm till around 145 degrees?
the therapist asked me to aim for at least 150-155 degrees
5-10 degrees more to go! o.O
but i really hope to aim for equal or greater than 180... >.<>.<
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havin class chalet at err... pasir ris? i think so.. lol
from 21-23 dec...
hmmm not sure if i am going leh..
i cant make it on the 21st and the 23rd...
so maybe just go for one day??? hmmm
but like got nth to do there too.. haiz..
yup still thinking.... lol
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signing off for now... =D
n my dog just poo-ed.... smelly! smelly!! smelly!!! =X
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I see it in your eyes
The pain you keep inside
It's slowly tearing you apart
Though you've run away
Reminded day by day
You've stumbled and you've fallen
Still He's calling
I believe that He loves you where you are
I believe that you've seen the hands of God
I believe that you'll know it when
You're are back in His arms again
I believe that He never let you go
I believe that He's wanting you to know
I believe that He'll lead you till
You're are back in His arms again
Glad I found you here
'Cause in between the tears
Something in your eyes shows hope
And I stand before you now
As one that knows about
Coming to Him open and broken
And I know that He's calling
He's calling you Home
One life, one love, one way Home
And when you rise and when you fall
He will see you through it all
He is waiting, you are called,
back in His arms again.
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i found this lyics( i cant remember what song... lol) while i was browsing through my stuff
read it many many times... >.<
simple yet meaningful and touching
anyone knows the title??? (maybe should just go ask my bro...)
haha
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hmmm it has been a while since i last blogged.
been busy lately..
maybe not..
just pure laziness and yup nth interesting happening in my life to blog abt? lol
maybe more will come one yr later..
after my A's
haha... i will have much more free time
plus i will be able to do more "exciting" things next yr =D
yeah.. must give my arm more time...
then...
i will be heading everywhere to play
badminton,
bowling,
pool (I have already started playing... yup right after my OP =D) ,
swimming,
running ( I hope so =X) ,
ice skating,
rollar blading,
cycling,
hmm what else?!?!?
oh ya! n table tennis...
n probably finding an interesting job ( ermm... maybe)
haha too many things on my to do list after A's
but nvm.. i am looking forward to that day! =D
I FEEL LIKE CHANGING MY BLOGSKIN....BUT I AM LAZY TO DO SO...LOLLX
my Final examinations have just ended!YAY..
n that will be 60% of my promo results.
hmmm didnt really study for FEs..
i admit i was slacking..
only read through.
reading through notes = studying???
n btw.. i gave up studying(reading notes) phy on mon night..
was super duper tired when i reach home in the evening.
spent my whole afternoon at TTSH..
had to go for both the therapy session and x-ray/doctor..
i saw my X-ray.. the bone seemed to be joined le..
cant see the line of separation anymore! =D
the doctor showed me my first X-ray .. the one i took on 11 June..
the day i fell n the day i was admitted..
it was extremely different..
the first one was so so so disgusting..
i think can make people faint upon looking.. lollx
but thank God! i am healed! heex!
the doctor said the natural healing was quite successful.
it saved me the agony of going under the knife n having a long n visible scar...
he showed me the length of the scar if i would have gone for the surgery..
it was very very very long..
almost the whole of my upper arm.. yeah the length of my upper arm.. =S
he said that i do not have to go for anymore X ray as there will not be anymore obvious changes..
the one i saw yesterday would most probably be fixed forever..
hmm on the surface, it appears to be normal..
but from the x-ray result, it wasnt totally straight.. hmmm =S
but nvm.. i m still contented! lol
wooo... n one more good new! lollx
i think the doctor will give me mc for my napfa next time!!
muahahahaaha...
but i still not sure leh.. next appointment in 3 mths time..
on my sis birthday...
i will start to play my violin soon..
haha the doctor said i can try playing le..
must slowly get back to my normal lfe..
he,my sis, papa and mama kept saying that my right hand too stiff n still..
haiz! i cant seem to make it oscillate naturally.. (sounds so phy... natural frequency...)
it is like stiff in nature now?!? lollx.
ok let's change the topic...
oh ya..
on an early morning.. cant remember whether it was sat or sun, i was having my beauty sleep in my bed when suddenly there was this loud, continuous honking sound coming from not one but many many cars...
it startled me n i literally jumped out of my bad.. i thought there was a serious.. very serious accident outside my hse.. luckily for me, i did not fall.. lollx haha.. when i looked out of the window... (not my room one.. but the hse.. if u have been to my hse.. u know why i did not look out of my room's window.. lol) it was one of my neighbour's DA XI SHI.. marriage.. cant imagine what will happen if i fall.. hmmm lollx!
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going to facebook now! byebye
i went for my appointment this morning... (an additional one which was added last min)
waited for so long...
went in to the rm n the first thing the doctor said was
go for surgery..
reason??
due to more demand.. hmmm
means that if i want to be active in sports, then i should go for surgery.. hmmm
after that
he sent me for x-ray..
waited again..
then went back to see the same doctor..
this time..
he said that it was healing..
but the bone is still abit displaced..
roughly by 20 degrees...
n he gave me 120 days of hospitalisation leave... o.O
when my sis n i left n went to the counter,
the lady there was like...
WA U R GOING TO LIE ON THE BED FOR 120 DAYS?!?!
we were like huh?
lollx... 4 mths of mc?!? hmmmm... wow..
after that, we had to go to the occupational therapy...
removed my big n heavy cast n put on a brace..
it was so painful...
my arm was abit swollen n there is a blue black..
my sis said that it is very obvious that my arm isnt straight..
the lady asked me to exercise my arm.. like to straighten my elbow it..
something that seemed so simple to do suddenly became impossible...
i couldnt straighten it.
the most i can go is like only 120??
maybe smaller..
n she gave me assignment..
to keep trying n when i go back next fri,
i must be able to straighten most of my arm..
hmmm.. sianx.. i dont want to go... argh!
ok i gtg.. byebye
